update ...

hmmm... update of my last post!!! Last friday, our class received a new from our director tht our statistic lecturer had commit suicide on thur before coming to work leaving his wife n 2yr old daughter in this world. haix ... when i heard this news i was shock and moody... i noe to some ppl think it is his life and he decide tht way and we cant do anything cuz this sentence is someone told mi ... but to mi i dun think so !!! I AM SAD ... maybe to others think ok but the hard works (concerns, kindness & more) he put in for us only we know it ourselves... thx for friends tht come to comfort mi ... thx i feel loved!!! now i have to learnt to cherish everyone in my life cuz we do not know wat will happen to us ...

To: MR SAMIK NATH , I MISS U and THANK FOR EVERYTHING U DO FOR US!!! Our class give some money to his wife to help them although is not alot ... hope everything will be fine.

Photos tht i took on thur when we do not noe wat happen and we keep complaining tht why he cancel class nvr inform us ... haix I am sorry!!! then tht thur our sch have food implosion and we went to play pool at the guild house ...

Monday

Went to sch as usual ... aft our fma lesson we went to foodcourt 4 and eat cuz our stat lecture was cancel... then we have 3hr break for today ... sian then went to wec class ... so sian then mi n yan took some photos to kill our times and this gal power!!! can tok to her mum in lesson (see photo below)... hahax

Tuesday
We went to holland V to eat our lunch aft our econ lesson cuz we have 2 hr breaks ... then i went to find my cousins ... hahax then stupid jun fu they all keep "bully" them ... hahax then i give them sweet to eat noe they veri bored at home ... hahax then as we go back the 8 of us buy toto ... hahax then at lesson we veri sian so mi n add took photos at lesson n our fma lecture ... ops... aft tht went home wif leonard n amos but leonard onli till maju camp bus-stop ... hahax ...


Wednesday

Today we have ittp talk ... so fuunny !!! cuz is held by ken kwan!!! he veri gd ... hahax and tml out statistic lesson he will be teaching us ... hahax ... excited and look forward to tml ... hahax end here le ... will update aft my exam next fri !!! hahax ...

I MISSED HIM ...

haix ... everything just ended wif just a jump!!! i dunno how to express out my feeling tht is hidden in my heart ... memories tht is given by him make my tears start dripping when i think of him ... i will tell more when i am in a better state of emotion ... haix

blog blog blog ...

I am quite tired for this weekend even though i have slept alot yeste!!! now i am having lesson and beside mi is add keep toking n toking wid mi!!! hahax ... jkjk ok let mi update abit of my programmes on weekends ...

On friday

I was suppose to go out de but end up i stay at home and rest cuz i was too tired so didnt meet up wif hua or add they all ... hahax but we meet up on sat!!! but i was surpise by dear!!! thx alot ... i was surfing internet then i received a call by dear and say he is outside my huse and wan to use toilet!!! i tot he was playing so i continues to surf but when i open the door, i really shock and he brought my LONGCHAMP BAG for MI !!! THANK DEAR!!! LOVE YOU ... then aft tht he went out wif his friends again ... hahax (^_~) will upload my longchamp bag soon!!! love it alot alot ... hahax

On Saturday

Afternoon went to town wif san n ting to buy san's cousin wedding present... cute present then we go to shopp but then i did not buy anything ... i still think buy online cheaper than those shop!!! then i went back wif them to wait for my friend come fetch us to watch movie ... when we reached town, the plan change to Party world!!! omg singing is disastrous to mi!!! i was so paiseh la ... i dun dare to sing infront of everyone... hahax shhh... aft tht we went to eat supper (mr bean) ... because tht botak zh hungry ... hahax xinyi treat us eat but i think was quite exp??? anyway Xinyi: Thank Alot Alot ... the food is nice!!! then ard 3am like tht then i reach home ... hahax ... i really enjoy the day with all of you!!! thx guys, cya next sat!!!

On Sunday

I was out on the dinner wif my relative (those temple dinner) ... was so tired aft eating 8 main course + dessert!!! tht all for my whole week end!!! Photos are below:

That all ... have a nice day to all of you!!! hahax ...

p/s: I love add tan ... (being force by her!!!)

Staring in the blank...

This few days nth really much happen but i think alot at night. After chit-chatting session in school ... just to share what i thought to all of you, i think of what do i want to do when i graduate in just a yr time? hmmm... to say the true i do not know what i want to do aft my 3 yrs in polytechnic and why do i choose this course? haix ... i think with my lousy gpa, can i go into university??? i also not sure i want to go university anot... when i was in sec 5, i have a mindset that i just want get a dip and go out to work but as time goes by, i suddenly gt a temptation to go university or oversea university to get a degree??? but even get a degree what do i wan to work as??? perhaps aft poly i would wan to go for an holiday to relax myself and at the same time think of wat i really want in my life... Sometime i think tht in every stage of our life, our thinking will be different and even our relationship. when guys or gals reach certain ages (21 above) they will want to settle down wif either a gd wife or husband and not about appearance le ... but i think fate are veri important de because even both love each other alot if thr is no fate it also wont work or even be tgt ... couples normally will say next time will wat n wat but in practical life u will dunno wat happen de so cherish everything u have but even though u lost it memories will alway with us no matter wat happen ... hahax sian now my exam are around the corner!!! can i excel? or just a normal pass? hmmm... till now i dun have the mood to study. what i wan to do is let my brain stop thinking and stare into the wall... hahax ... or shopping is my alternative chioce... ops (~_^)

i have 2 song to share wif all of u!!! i like it alot ...

小酒窝

我还在寻找

一个依靠和一个拥抱

谁替我祈祷替我烦恼

为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆

缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

然后孤单被吞没了

无聊变得有话聊有变化了

<合>小酒窝长睫毛

是你最美的记号

我每天睡不着想念你的微笑

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛

迷人得无可救药

我放慢了步调

感觉像是喝醉了

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好

我永远爱你到老

☆...幸福开始有预兆

缘分让我们慢慢紧靠

然后孤单被吞没了

无聊变得有话聊有变化了

<合>小酒窝长睫毛

是你最美的记号

我每天睡不着想念你的微笑

你不知道你对我多么重要

有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛

迷人得无可救药

我放慢了步调

感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好

我永远爱你到老

小酒窝长睫毛

迷人得无可救药

我放慢了步调

感觉像是喝醉了

终于找到心有灵犀的美好

一辈子暖暖的好

我永远爱你到老

我还想她

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过

究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白办不到的承诺

就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂

我的心早已掏空

真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她

笑着难过自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她

就让沉默代替所有回答

--- fri ---

Have sch as normal till 5pm then went to town wif ah dear to watch movie ('Tropic Thunder') hmmm... the movie have some funny part overall ok ba ... hahax (3/5 star?) then we went to shop shop and i buy a lanyard for my hp n a monthly planner for next yr!!! nice nice plus cheap sia!!! hahax ... then we headed to my home to drink herbal soup (shi yuan dang) ... nice !!! thx mummy for the wonderful soup ... then ah dear went home ard 11plus le cuz both of us are veri tired aft a long day of lessons ... hahax

--- Sat ---

whole day stay at home only evening time go to my uncle huse to see my baby cousin!!! so cute sia ... my cousin (en en) dun let mi follow wif her wif her daddy n mummy to eat ... saded but she gt give mi a kiss when she go off ... hahax so cute!!! aft tht went out for supper wif my poly friends (add, eileen, dean, zh & zx) we went to newton circle and had ice kacang, stingray, chicken wings & satays ... so many foods !!! eat until everyone cant take it le ... aft eating, we go to somewhere near town area for soya bean drink ... hahax (~_^) chit-chat awhile jiu go back le cuz i am veri tired and tml going to play badminton wif them again at 8.30am!!! so early la ... but i still wake up on time hahax ... then i reach home ard 1am plus then bath all this jiu 2am plus le ... hahax below are some photos i took:

--- Sun ---

i wake up ard 7am plus in the morning and get prepare cuz they will reach my house at 8.30am sharp and i did not late!!! hahax ... then when we reach sp, we start out games immediately... we play from 8am plus to ard 11am plus ... so tired la !!! long time nvr exercise for so long le but feel so shiok aft tht CUZ MY WHOLE BODY ACHING NOW!!! hahax ... then aft tht i did not go eat breakfast wif dean they all instead i went home cuz my daddy brought mi duck rice le hahax ... nice nice!!! then ard afternoon i went to slp till 5plus then start to chiong my exam preparation for monday!!! hahax ... yesh tml i will end sch at 1pm instead of 5pm ... woohoo

--- Mon ---

hmmm... wake up at 6am plus so tired sia yeste chiong tht exam thing till 1am plus ... sian but overall i think should be ok and i felt relief aft tht and i went home to have a nap till 7pm ... shiok!!! tht all for this few days ... hahax will update again next week ... (~_^)